Retrospection and flowers

I think we’ve established the fact that consistency isn’t really my forte. I apologise for my lack of communication. There has been a lot to say but words elude me.

A lot has happened since the last time I wrote to you and I don’t even know where to start.

I know you’d say at the beginning.

So, happy new year! I think we are way past the “new year, new me” phase of our lives at this point. The very essence of that feeling probably is finding ways to be a better human being and not a nuisance to society.

I hope you have started working on your new year resolutions.

For people like me that are unsure about what the future holds and we just dey ‘rough am’. It’s alright to not… know.

If I have learnt anything truly, i’d say just to do what you can and hope that the rest will be sorted by God. You deserve your flowers for trying. It takes a strong man/ woman to not give up.

I realised that I really miss my grandma. I went to my grandparents house recently and I knew that something was missing but I know Simiat baby is resting very peacefully and watching over her grandchildren.

I have a lot to be grateful for tbh; growth, learning and unlearning and trying hard to love myself and living basically.

I hope you’re grateful for some things too.

Hm..

I have come to a conclusion that I would only write when I have the words to express how I’m feeling. This write up or whatever might not seem very organised but this is the only way that my thoughts could be translated into words.

I really hope you’re okay and doing well. Till next time.

Love,

Ololade🫶🏾